(WARNING!!! Shin On EMO Mode ALERT!!! )

Sudden urge of being home.. With everything that is happening around here OMG so much negativity!!!

Trying to maintain my optimism but its not easy. (Est, I want to meletup seriously!!)

I’ve stopped believing that there will be someone there to catch me when I fall… Yes, I am that upset!! The negativity that us surrounding me is drowning me.. Oh gosh I never like this feeling.. The last time I felt so lost, I had Kevin talking to me the whole night and that was many centuries ago… In need of one of those session… Being so far from everyone I can trust is frustrating… ARGHHHH!!

Just have to let it out.. with a heavy sigh and will remind myself again, over and over again… I need to keep my head high and move along.. Its gonna be okay.. Things will fall into place… Have faith!!!

Going to sleep this emo-ness off.. (Or should I be reading my mini booklet of HAPPINESS??…)

OK Bai